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sexta-feira, maio 30, 2003
 


I am tired, I am weary
I could sleep for a thousand years
A thousand dreams that would awake me
Different colors made of tears


Vou carregar esse disco comigo hoje o dia todo. Como se fosse aquele manipanso que não tenho.

Sunday Morning

Sunday morning, praise the dawning
It's just a restless feeling by my side
Early dawning, Sunday morning
It's just the wasted years so close behind

Watch out, the world's behind you
There's always someone around you who will call
It's nothing at all

Sunday morning and I'm falling
I've got a feeling I don't want to know
Early dawning, Sunday morning
It's all the streets you crossed, not so long ago

Watch out, the world's behind you
There's always someone around you who will call
It's nothing at all

Watch out, the world's behind you
There's always someone around you who will call
It's nothing at all

Sunday morning
Sunday morning
Sunday morning

***

I'll be your mirror

I'll be your mirror
Reflect what you are, in case you don't know
I'll be the wind, the rain and the sunset
The light on your door to show that you're home

When you think the night has seen your mind
That inside you're twisted and unkind
Let me stand to show that you are blind
Please put down your hands
'Cause I see you

I find it hard to believe you don't know
The beauty that you are
But if you don't let me be your eyes
A hand in your darkness, so you won't be afraid

When you think the night has seen your mind
That inside you're twisted and unkind
Let me stand to show that you are blind
Please put down your hands
'Cause I see you

I'll be your mirror

Femme Fatale

Here she comes, you better watch your step
She's going to break your heart in two, it's true
It's not hard to realize
Just look into her false colored eyes
She builds you up to just put you down, what a clown

'Cause everybody knows
(She's a femme fatale)
The things she does to please
(She's a femme fatale)
She's just a little tease
(She's a femme fatale)

You're put down in her book
You're number 37, have a look
She's going to smile to make you frown, what a clown
Little boy, she's from the street
Before you start, you're already beat
She's gonna play you for a fool, yes it's true

'Cause everybody knows
(She's a femme fatale)
The things she does to please
(She's a femme fatale)
She's just a little tease
(She's a femme fatale)

See the way she walks
Hear the way she talks


quarta-feira, maio 28, 2003
 
the perfect drug

trent reznor

i got my head, but my head is unraveling
can't keep control, can't keep track of where it's traveling
i got my heart but my heart is no good
and you're the only one that's understood
i come along but i don't know where you're taking me
i shouldn't go but you're reaching back and shaking me
turn off the sun, pull the stars from the sky
the more i give to you, the more i die

and i want you
and i want you
and i want you
and i want you

you are the perfect drug, the perfect drug, the perfect drug
you are the perfect drug, the perfect drug, the perfect drug

you make me hard, when i'm all soft inside
i see the truth, when i'm all stupid eyed
the arrow goes straight through my heart
without you everything just falls apart

my blood wants to say hello to you
my feelings want to get inside of you
my soul is so afraid to realize
every little word is a lack of me

and i want you
and i want you
and i want you
and i want you

you are the perfect drug, the perfect drug, the perfect drug
you are the perfect drug, the perfect drug, the perfect drug
you are the perfect drug, the perfect drug, the perfect drug
you are the perfect drug, the perfect drug, the perfect drug
you are the perfect drug, the perfect drug, the perfect drug
you are the perfect drug, the perfect drug, the perfect drug
you are the perfect drug, the perfect drug, the perfect drug
you are the perfect drug, the perfect drug, the perfect drug
you are the perfect drug, the drug, the perfect drug

take me, with you
take me, with you
take me, with you
take me, with you

without you, without you everything falls apart
without you, it's not as much fun to pick up the pieces
without you, without you everything falls apart
without you, it's not as much fun to pick up the pieces
it's not as much fun to pick up the pieces
it's not as much fun to pick up the pieces
without you, without you everything falls apart
without you, it's not as much fun to pick up the pieces


 
mr. self destruct

trent reznor


i am the voice inside your head ( and i control you)
i am the lover in your bed (and i control you)
i am the sex that you provide (and i control you)
i am the hate you try to hide (and i control you)
i take you where you want to go
i give you all you need to know
i drag you down i use you up
mr. self destruct
i speak religion's message clear (and i control you)
i am denial guilt and fear (and i control you)
i am the prayers of the naive (and i control you)
i am the lie that you believe (and i control you)
i take you where you want to go
i give you all you need to know
i drag you down i use you up
mr. self destruct
you let me do this to you (i am an exit)
you let me do this to you (i am an exit)
you let me do this to you (i am an exit)
you let me do this to you (i am an exit)
you let me do this to you (i am an exit)
you let me do this to you (i am an exit)
you let me do this to you (i am an exit)
you let me do this to you (i am an exit)
i am the needle in your vein
i am the high you can't sustain
i am the pusher, i'm a whore
i am the need in you for more
i am the bullet in the gun (and i control you)
i am the truth from which you run (and i control you)
i am a silencing machine (and i control you)
i am the end of all your dreams (and i control you)
i take you where you want to go
i give you all you need to know
i drag you down i use you up
mr. self destruct
i take you where you want to go
i give you all you need to know
i drag ;you down i use you up
mr. self destruct



 
Existe alguma categoria abaixo de péssimo? Temo que não. Vou ter que inventar uma. Eu consigo.


 
Ei! Tudo o que você escreveu e disse sobre mim é a mais absoluta verdade. Sou genuinamente grato. Sério.


 
I'm sorry that I'm always pissed
I'm sorry that I exist


(repeat repeat repeat)

Thirsty Dog

Nick Cave

I know you've heard it all before
But I'm sorry for this three year war
For the setting up of camps
and wire and trenches
I'm sorry for the other night
I know sorry it don't make it right
I'm sorry for things I can't even mention

I'm sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry
I'm sitting feeling sorry in the Thirsty Dog
I'm sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry
I'm feeling very sorry in the Thirsty Dog

You keep nailing me back into my box
I'm sorry I keep popping back up
With my crazy mouth
and jangling jester's cap
I'm sorry I ever wrote that book
I'm sorry for the way I look
But there ain't a lot that
I can do about that

I'm sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry
I'm sitting feeling sorry in the Thirsty Dog
I'm sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry
I'm feeling very sorry in the Thirsty Dog

I'm sorry about the hospital
Some things are unforgivable
That things simply cannot be forgiven
I was not equipped to know how to care
And on the occassions I came up for air
I saw my life and wondered
what the hell I had been living

I'm sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry
I'm sitting feeling sorry in the Thirsty Dog
I'm sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry
I'm feeling very very sorry in the Thirsty Dog

I'm sorry about all your friends
I hope they'll speak to me again
I said before I'd pay for all the damages
I'm sorry it's just rotten luck
I'm sorry I've forgotten how to fuck
It's just that I think my heart
and soul are kind of famished

I'm sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry
I'm sitting feeling sorry in the Thirsty Dog
I'm sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry
I'm feeling very sorry in the Thirsty Dog

Forgive me, baby but don't worry
Love is always having to
say you're sorry
And I am, from my head
down to my shoes
I'm sorry that I'm always pissed
I'm sorry that I exist
And when I look into your eyes
I can see you're sorry too

I'm sorry, sorry, sorry
I'm sitting feeling sorry in the Thirsty Dog
I'm sorry, sorry, sorry
I'm feeling very sorry in the Thirsty Dog

I'm sorry, sorry, sorry
I'm feeling very thirsty in the Sorry Dog
I'm sorry, sorry, sorry
I'm feeling very sorry in the Thirsty Dog




segunda-feira, maio 26, 2003
 
stand by me

Mas, claro, é sempre bom saber que ainda se tem, sim, amigos que, quando necessário, têm um red boat à disposição.


 
This is the way, step inside

Quando eu era jovem, em meados do século passado, durante uma viagem à Paranapiacaba, com alguns colegas de adolescência ("Yeah, we wasted our time,
We didn't really have time"), eu aprendi algumas lições básicas sobre a vida (hahaha).

Resumindo... fui jogado, por esses colegas de adolescência, em um lago, raso, reconheço, no qual todos estavam se divertindo alegremente.

Disse que não sabia nadar e me recusei a entrar no lago; gritei que não sabia nadar quando resolveram me jogar.

Claro, me jogaram.

Era uma lagoa bem rasa, repito, e imagino que ninguém ali tinha a intenção de me matar.

Mas eu caí em uma espécie de buraco, ou algo assim, fiquei preso, submerso durante um bom tempo, me debatendo e tentando voltar à superfície.

Lembro que ouvia os tais colegas conversando, rindo, esquecidos de mim, talvez, ou achando que eu estava brincando, ou simplesmente me achando patético naquela situação.

Nunca vou esquecer daqueles minutos de agonia, da vontade de desistir que bateu certa hora, enquanto engolia água e a respiração parecia estar prestes a terminar de vez. Uma estranha calmaria.

Mas então um “hippie”, alguém a quem, muito provavelmente, eu teria sido hostil, gratuitamente, se tivesse encontrado na rua, me tirou dali.

Ele apenas percebeu o que acontecia e me deu uma força.

(acho que deveria ter aprendido um pouco sobre tolerância e desprendimento aquele dia)

Mas aquela tarde tive também uma de minhas mais duras lições sobre a solidão (duh).

Algo assim: é preciso saber viver sozinho (duh²).

É preciso estar preparado para cair no buraco, para ser jogado no buraco, e para sair dele sozinho.

É preciso estar preparado para ser abandonado por aqueles que fingem (ou não) gostar de você.

É preciso saber que quase tudo é circunstancial.

É preciso estar preparado para o fato de que os outros mudam de idéia, têm suas vidas, seus projetos, suas obrigações, seus desejos, suas idéias.

Ninguém tem a obrigação de salvar você, nem mesmo de ouvir seu pedido de ajuda.

Ninguém tem a obrigação de conhecer, nem de entender as suas (duh³) subrotinas.

Ninguém além de você mesmo pode te livrar dos bugs, ora bolas.

Ninguém tem a obrigação de ficar ao seu lado se você pede.

É preciso saber viver sozinho.

É preciso estar atento aos prazos de validade.





domingo, maio 25, 2003

sexta-feira, maio 23, 2003

 
stars shine

se eu realmente acreditasse em horóscopo...

Barbara Abramo

Quanto mais você mostra sua criatividade, suas idéias práticas e se apóia nessa emergente e incrível capacidade de entabular acordos entre pessoas diferentes, tudo vai bem e você continua atraindo gente. Houve tempo em que você desejou algo, e agora o mundo externo lhe traz o presente.

Quiroga

O amor é o lubrificante cósmico que suaviza as diferenças e torna seu convívio não apenas possível, como também agradável. Tenha certeza, o amor é necessário e faz sentido só onde houver diferenças, de outra forma é inútil.

E a melhor de todas, Mystic Meg

[dica da Nina]

This time you are less infatuated but more in love with a partner and a second try could work well. Even if your ambitions are treated as a joke by some, don’t let that put you off – you have the talent to succeed. Luck has a strong showbiz flavour. A friend needs your help.


 
my pain and sadness is more sad and painful than yours

Vi, no banheiro da firma, um (?) lacre do disco "Dummy", do Portishead.

Por Netuno, quem ouve isso aqui, no pavilhão 5?

E quem deixaria uma coisa dessas no banheiro?



 
Que o sol brilhe no Rio de Janeiro, na Bahia, no Senegal. Aqui não, por favor.


 
E viva a frente fria.


 
São Paulo fica tão mais bonita quando chove.


terça-feira, maio 20, 2003
 
e como diria o 04: ou você explora o próximo, ou o próximo é você.


 
e repito o mano: dinheiro é puta e abre as porta.


 
livre iniciativa

mundo livre s/a

"o recado é o seguinte a hora é agora
e vâmo que vâmo"

Trabalho, trabalho, novo trabalho
Samba esquema noise

Uma jóia fumegante na mão
Uma uzi reluzente
Uma arma fumegante na mão
E uma idéia na cabeça

Quem se importa de onde vem a bala
Qualquer dia tu acorda cheio
Quem se importa de onde vem a grana
Tu tem que ter o bolso cheio


Trabalho, trabalho, novo trabalho
Samba esquema noise
Só não dê um passo em falso


sexta-feira, maio 16, 2003

 
Oba!

John Cassavetes terá exibição quíntupla

cassavetes

fugazi

crush my calm you cassavetes
i was sitting tight so quiet quiet in the dark
till the lights came up
my heart beating like a riot riot
hollywood are you sitting on a sign
for someone to come on
bust a genre you poor city of shame
ask me what you're needing
i'll sell you his name
cos he was the one
to send it with truth
that's something from someone
and gena rowlands
complete control for cassavetes
if it's not for sale you can't buy it
buy it sad-eyed mogul
reaching for your wallet
like hand to holster
why don't you try it try it
hollywood are you waiting on a sign
for someone to come on bust a genre
you poor city of shame
ask me what you're needing
i'll front you his name cos
he was the one to send it with truth
that's something from someone
and gena rowlands


 
E aqui é possível ver o vídeo de There There.



 
Hail To The Thief!

(versão final? parte.)



 
que vontade de gritar, hoje:

take this job and shove it!!!


dead kennedys

take this job and shove it
i ain't working here no more
i will not get all the pieces
i've been working for paper cups,
minimum wage
just walk on out the door
take this job and shove it
i ain't working here no more

take this job and shove it
i ain't working here no more
i will not get all the pieces
i've been working for paper cups,
minimum wage
just walk on out the door

take this job and shove it
i ain't working here no more
they'll have you in this factory
from now on for fifty years
all this time i see
my woman drowning in her tears
i see a lot of people
who got to have a piece of me
i'd give the shirt right off my back
if i had the nerve to say

take this job and shove it
i ain't working here no more
i will not get all the pieces
i've been working for paper cups,
minimum wage
just walk on out the door

take this job and shove it
i ain't working here no more
let's all go use our sick
leave up and then we'll shoot some pool
got brand new skinhead hair cuts
you think he's a fool
one of these days
i'll blow my top
or somebody's gonna pay
i'd hate to see the process
as you enter the factory and say

take this job and shove it
i ain't working here no more
i won't let that shit bother me
that i've been working for paper cups,
minimum wage
just walk on out the door

take this job and shove it
i ain't working here no more
take this job and shove it
i ain't working here,
ain't working here,
ain't working here
no more




 
EU

Vladimir Maiakóvski

Nas calçadas pisadas
de minha alma
passadas de loucos estalam
calcâneo de frases ásperas
Onde
forcas
esganam cidades
e em nós de nuvens coagulam
pescoço de torres
oblíquas

soluçando eu avanço por vias que se encruz-
ilham
à vista
de cruci-
fixos

polícias

(tradução: Haroldo de Campos)



quarta-feira, maio 14, 2003
 


De novo! De novo! De novo!


terça-feira, maio 13, 2003
 
Os fones de ouvido da marca Soneca, comprados de um camelô por cinco real em outubro do ano passado, finalmente pifaram. Até que, pra cinco real, foi bastante; quase sete meses.


 
repeat

i am up in the clouds
i am up in the clouds
and i can't and i can't come down


 


[kinda whiskey+wine soundtrack]

a cry for help in a world gone mad

agent orange

sometimes i think of old friends
but they all seem the same
then i see them, and they can't remember my name
i guess i'm just like them,
i guess i'm just a bore
i could hate them,
but i've never done that before
i've got lots of good friends,
i don't need any more

and sometimes when you lie to me
sometimes i'll lie to you
and there isn't a thing
you could possibly do
all these half destroyed lives
aren't as bad as the seem
and then i see blood
and i hear people scream
then i wake up
and it's just another bad dream

and i can't help myself by feeling sorry
because i gave up every chance i had
it's not a movement,
it's just another fad
like a cry for help
in a world gone mad

written by mike palm, 1981 virtually indestructible music bmi


 
O frio é bom mas dura pouco.

Sim, é preciso aproveitar enquanto há tempo.


 
E como diria Woody Allen... os recordes existem para serem quebrados.
Ou algo assim.


sábado, maio 10, 2003
 
Ah, não!

Violência tira Netinho do 'Gueto'

O que será da turma sem o professor Ricardo?


 
Vida besta

Passa da meia-noite, já é sábado. E aqui estou eu, cumprindo pena, no Pavilhão 5.


quinta-feira, maio 08, 2003
 
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Antes de mais nada, obrigado ao 7-zip pela graça alcançada.

E muito obrigado a Rafael Spaladore .

A versão de "Knives Out" está ótima. "Strange Design of Conscience" é nota 10. Mas "Thank You Jack White (For the Fiber-Optic Jesus That You Gave Me)"... Jesus Fucking Christ!!!





quarta-feira, maio 07, 2003

 
Gilberto Gil ganhou o que queria. Dinheiro.

A piada do "dirigismo cultural" ficou ainda mais evidente com uma aberrante declaração de Zelito Viana:
- Que uma empresa privada, que me dá dinheiro para um filme, faça merchandising, vá lá. Agora, o governo querer?
É a diretriz cultural que imperou na última década e meia, transferindo aos gerentes de marketing -com dinheiro público- a decisão sobre a produção artística.
Lula foi eleito com a promessa de acabar com isso. Mas aí escolheu Gil para ministro.

Nelson de Sá




terça-feira, maio 06, 2003
 
Caro diário

O dia amanheceu bonito em São Paulo hoje. Mas então o sol apareceu pra estragar tudo. Como compensação, tomei um café gigante. Que não foi suficiente.

Felizmente ...

Temperaturas devem cair no Sul e Sudeste esta semana

São Paulo - Uma onda de frio vai invadir Sul e o Sudeste no meio desta semana. O meteorologista da empresa InfoTempo, Carlos Repelli, avisa que uma massa de ar polar esfria muito o Sul do Brasil a partir da quarta-feira, com formação de geadas principalmente nas serras gaúchas e catarinenses.

Em São Paulo, em Mato Grosso do Sul, no Rio de Janeiro e no sul de Minas, o resfriamento será maior na madrugada de quinta-feira. A mínima pode chegar a 3ºC no sul e a 8ºC na capital paulista.

Hoje as temperaturas ficaram entre 14,6ºC e 17,6ºC na estação do Instituto Nacional de Meteorologia no Mirante de Santana, na zona norte da cidade de São Paulo.

Cacau Fogaça


 


Parabéns pra você também, velhinho.


segunda-feira, maio 05, 2003
 


Feliz aniversário, meu velho.


 
Seria bom derreter ao lado dos patos novamente, também.


 


Gigantic

And this I know: his teeth as white as snow
What a gas it was to see him
Walk her every day into a shady place
With her lips she said,
"Hey, Paul, hey Paul, hey Paul, let's have a ball." (x3)

Gigantic, gigantic, gigantic, a big big love (x2)

Lovely legs, they're a
What a big black mess, what a hunk of love
Walk her every day into a shady place
He's dark, but I want him
"Hey, Paul, hey Paul, hey Paul, let's have a ball." (x3)

Gigantic, gigantic, gigantic, a big big love (x4)
A big big love, a big big love (x4)

Black Francis/Mrs John Murphy
(p) 1988 4-A-D


 
The Breeders na Ópera de Arame em uma palavra: êxtase.


 

E quero ver Breeders na Ópera de Arame mais algumas vezes.
Quero ouvir Kim Deal cantando “Gigantic” novamente.


 
Quero que seja sábado, 3 de maio de 2003, de novo.
E que depois seja domingo, 4 de maio de 2003, de novo.
E então sábado novamente.
E então domingo.
E assim sucessivamente, por alguns dias, pelo menos.




sexta-feira, maio 02, 2003
 



Para dar conta das tarefas que tenho para realizar ("vida pessoal" aí incluída) atualmente eu teria que ser como o Dr. Manhattan, um dos Watchmen.

"He can change his height and density, project bolts of energy, disassemble objects with a glance, transform the elements, teleport, live in an almost pure vaccum, resist disintegration, see the future, make multiple copies of himself"...

Seria ótimo se eu pudesse fazer pelo menos umas duas cópias de mim mesmo, para delegar a elas (as cópias) as tarefas mais chatas.