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segunda-feira, setembro 30, 2002
 
Curioso. Pensei nele ontem. Pretendia ter postado alguma imagem aqui mas tive preguiça.



domingo, setembro 29, 2002
 
I´m going nowhere. So goodbye.


 
"Don't Look Back"

Teenage Fanclub

If I could find the words to say
The sun shines in your eyes
So brighten up my city sky

Break out the news, it's back again
The voice that tried to sing
She don't hang on
And hope's never going to teach me

Wake up the story's over
Climb aboard I'm going nowhere

And understand if I must say
I'd give both these wings away
I'd steal a car to drive you home
I don't look back on an empty feeling

Repaint the Blues, my saving grace
Is lost without a trace
The morning sun's a fire in space

She lives in your life everyday
Stretching time to stay
Got my mind set something else so it's hard to see

I don't need a guiding light to lead me in the dark

And understand if I must say
I'd give both these wings away
I'd steal a car to drive you home
I don't look back on an empty feeling

(Don't look back) on an empty feeling
(Don't look back) on an empty feeling
(Don't look back) on an empty feeling
(Don't look back) on an empty feeling


 
Este teste me mostrou que sou um péssimo datilógrafo. Obrigado, teste. Eu não precisava de você pra saber disso. Sou péssimo em muitas outras coisas também.


 
Silenciar é uma arte. Que eu gostaria muito de dominar.


 
Feliz como um rato em um esgoto.


 
Eu era a soma de todos os erros: bebia, era preguiçoso, não tinha um deus, idéias, ideais, nem me preocupava com política. Eu estava ancorado no nada, uma espécie de não-ser. E aceitava isso. Eu estava longe de ser uma pessoa interessante. Não queria ser uma pessoa interessante; dava muito trabalho. Eu queria mesmo era um espaço sossegado e obscuro pra viver a minha solidão.
Charles Bukowski


 
In my life why do I give a valuable time to people who don´t care if I live or die?


 
Por que esperar respostas se você fez as perguntas para as pessoas erradas?


quinta-feira, setembro 26, 2002
 
Trouble loves me

Morrissey

Trouble loves me
Trouble needs me
Two things
More than you do
Or would attempt to
So, console me
Otherwise, hold me
Just when it seems like
Everything's evened out
And the balance
Seems serene

Trouble loves me
Walks beside me
To chide me
Not to guide me
It's still much more
Than you'll do
So, console me
Otherwise, hold me
Just when it seems like
Everything's evened out
And the balance seems serene
See the fool I'll be
Still running 'round
On the flesh rampage
Still running 'round


Ready with ready-wit
Still running 'round
On the flesh rampage
- At your age !
Go to Soho, oh
Go to waste in
The wrong arms
Still running 'round
Trouble loves me
Seeks and finds me
To charlatanize me
Which is only
As it should be
Oh, please fulfill me
Otherwise, kill me


Show me a barrel and watch me scrape it
Faced with the music, as always I'll face it
In the half-light
So English, frowning
Then at midnight I
Can't get you out of my head
A disenchanted taste
Still running 'round
A disenchanted taste
Still running 'round




 
In the haze of a drunken hour. Sweet. And bitter.


 
Bebe, bebe, bebe. Ouve, ouve, ouve. Fala.
-???
-...
-!!!
-...
-?
-Vamos.


 
-Will Self.
-Quem tá falando?
-Will Self, o nome dele é Will Self. Aos 12 anos de idade ele desistiu de toda e qualquer atividade esportiva. "I’ve managed to completely suppress all sporting interest. I’m just a pansy intellectual "...
-...
(Ah, pensei que você gostasse dele por causa do que ele escreve)
-...
-Cerveja? Vamos ver retrato?
Eu vou.



terça-feira, setembro 24, 2002
 
Trouble loves me.


 
-Desiste de mim.
-?!?!?!?!
-Tô adorando.
-.......
-Cerveja.
-.......
-Desiste.


sexta-feira, setembro 20, 2002
 
Capitão Nemo está pensando em deixar seu refúgio subaquático, Lamuria. Não que pense em recantos ensolarados. Na verdade o que faz seu coração aquoso bater mais forte é um lugar onde, no inverno, o sol desaparece às quatro da tarde. Já é alguma coisa.


quinta-feira, setembro 19, 2002
 
What a mess I made of my life.


quarta-feira, setembro 18, 2002
 
*delete this blog*


segunda-feira, setembro 16, 2002
 
And yes you are right about it too: my future is all used up.


 
Você tem toda a razão. É muito difícil sozinho. Aliás eu diria que é impossível sozinho, agora. E de onde você quer que eu tire forças pra essa tarefa monstruosa? Me diz.


 
Sei que estou exagerando no uso das palavras dos outros. Mas o que fazer quando deparo com palavras que dizem exatamente o que estou sentindo, palavras que eu gostaria de ter escrito? Esse final de semana a minha música favorita desse disco mudou. Esses caras são sábios demais. I know, there are things
You can't avoid you have to face them when you're not prepared
To face them
. But I couln´t pass the test.


Fight Test

I thought I was smart - I thought I was right
I thought it better not to fight - I thought there was a
Virtue in always being cool - so when it came time to
Fight I thought I'll just step aside and that time would
Prove you wrong and that you would be the fool -

I don't know where the sun beams end and the star
Light begins it's all a mystery

Oh to fight is to defend if it's not
Now than tell me when would be the time that you would stand up
And be a man - for to lose I could accept but to surrender
I just wet and regretted this moment - oh that I - I
Was the fool

I don't know where the sun beams end and the star
Light begins it's all a mystery
And I don't know how a man decides what right for his
Own life - it's all a mystery

Cause I'm a man not a boy and there are things
You can't avoid you have to face them when you're not prepared
To face them -
If I could I would but you're with him now it'd do no good
I should have fought him but instead I let him - I let
Him take it -

I don't know where the sun beams end and the star
Light begins it's all a mystery
And I don't know how a man decides what right for his
Own life - it's all a mystery




sexta-feira, setembro 13, 2002
 
Ontem fez uma semana que vivi um dos piores dias da minha vida. Sobrevivi a ele do jeito que pude. A propósito, essa música, do maravilhoso novo disco do Flaming Lips é parte da trilha sonora desses dias sombrios. Yes, I realize. Life goes faster than I can get.

Do You Realize?

Do You Realize - that you have the most beautiful face
Do You Realize - we're floating in space -
Do You Realize - that happiness makes you cry
Do You Realize - that everyone you know someday will die

And instead of saying all of your goodbyes - let them know
You realize that life goes fast
It's hard to make the good things last
You realize the sun doesn't go down
It's just an illusion caused by the world spinning round

Do You Realize - Oh - Oh - Oh
Do You Realize - that everyone you know
Someday will die -

And instead of saying all of your goodbyes - let them know
You realize that life goes fast
It's hard to make the good things last
You realize the sun doesn't go down
It's just an illusion caused by the world spinning round

Do You Realize - that you have the most beautiful face
Do You Realize



 
Malditos pássaros. SEMPRE resolvem cantar quando estou começando a dormir.


quinta-feira, setembro 12, 2002
 
Não consigo encontrar o controle remoto da TV há duas semanas. Agora também não consigo encontrar o livro que estava quase terminando de ler. Espero pelo dia em que eu mesmo me perca para todo o sempre em meio aos papéis, discos, sob os farelos, sob o pó.


 
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Liberdade

Ai que prazer
não cumprir um dever.
Ter um livro para ler
e não o fazer!
Ler é maçada,
estudar é nada.
O sol doira sem literatura.
O rio corre bem ou mal,
sem edição original.
E a brisa, essa, de tão naturalmente matinal
como tem tempo, não tem pressa...

Livros são papéis pintados com tinta.
Estudar é uma coisa em que está indistinta
A distinção entre nada e coisa nenhuma.

Quanto melhor é quando há bruma.
Esperar por D. Sebastião,
Quer venha ou não!

Grande é a poesia, a bondade e as danças...
Mas o melhor do mundo são as crianças,
Flores, música, o luar, e o sol que peca
Só quando, em vez de criar, seca.

E mais do que isto
É Jesus Cristo,
Que não sabia nada de finanças,
Nem consta que tivesse biblioteca...

Fernando Pessoa



 
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Alone
by Edgar Allan Poe


From childhood's hour I have not been
As others were; I have not seen
As others saw; I could not bring
My passions from a common spring.
From the same source I have not taken
My sorrow; I could not awaken
My heart to joy at the same tone;
And all I loved, I loved alone.
Then- in my childhood, in the dawn
Of a most stormy life- was drawn
From every depth of good and ill
The mystery which binds me still:
From the torrent, or the fountain,
From the red cliff of the mountain,
From the sun that round me rolled
In its autumn tint of gold,
From the lightning in the sky
As it passed me flying by,
From the thunder and the storm,
And the cloud that took the form
(When the rest of Heaven was blue)
Of a demon in my view.




quarta-feira, setembro 11, 2002
 
myeverydaylife (tv movie) – by forgotthequotationmarks productions – on. eyes opened. hangover without end. wash, to hide all the dirt and pain (there is nothing underneath). milk. sometimes coffee. what´s that sound? despair while you can under fifteen feet of pure white snow. can´t stand the sun (does anybody love it?). but face it. transport. 666 avenue. media junk. overground. underground. overground. underground. 262.137 is in the house. I´m not like them but I can pretend (can I?). drowning by numbers. broken hearts are not good for business these days. (pick up the pieces, no fun at all). out to lunch. I´m not like them but I can pretend. intoxication, sometimes. drowning by numbers. killing time. been trying to save myself. myself keeps slipping away. drowning by numbers. 262.137 has left the building. temporarily back to the other side. intoxication. media junk. gotta drink you out of my mind (hahaha). underground. overground. underground. overground. 666 avenue. my little empire. womb = tomb. this machine will not communicate. and there´s nothing on TV. you were right about my life. no interest. it doesn´t get any better. it´s ending one minute at a time. collapse. off.


 
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when you were here before,
couldn't look you in the eye
you're just like an angel
your skin makes me cry
you float like a feather
in a beautiful world
i wish i was special
you're so fucking special
but i'm a creep
i'm a weirdo
what the hell am i doing here
i don't belong here
i don't care if it hurts
i want to have control
i want a perfect body
i want a perfect soul
i want you to notice when i'm not around
you're so fucking special
i wish i was special
but i'm a creep
i'm a weirdo
what the hell i'm doing here
i don't belong here
she's running out again
she's running out
she runs runs runs
whatever makes you happy
whatever you want
you're so fucking special
i wish i was special
but i'm a creep, i'm a weirdo
what the hell am i doing here?
i don't belong here
i don't belong here

(radiohead)